Description of my short story....

Shi is a young woman who grew tired of being abused.  After escaping from her abuser, he troubles never seem to end.  For some time, she put up a wall on any man that comes near.  After finally giving love another shot, she lets a good one slip through her fingers.  She continues her search for Mr. Right only to find Mr. Wrong again.  After being mistreated over and over again, Shi reeks with vengeance. Will it destroy her, or will she land in the hands of yet another good man?  It’s one of those stories where you could do something out of spite, but don’t have the guts to do so.  Shi is like that in the beginning, but after being taken advantage of for so long.  She is filled with anger that overpowers the innocent person she once was. 

The Drama That Comes With the Territory

          As many may have learned, it is not as easy as it seems.  I’ve been a mom for six years now.  Through my journey, it has not been easy.  I never thought I would be at it alone, but here I am trying to make the best of a situation.          I come to realize that raising my son is not the hardest thing.  Dealing with the drama that my child’s father put out, it is probably the hardest thing that I will ever have to deal with.

                He’s done so much to try and destroy me.  I’ve been a victim of physical and mental abuse.  Even today the mental abuse lives on.  YOU ASK YOURSELF: “WHAT HAVE I DONE TO DESERVE THIS?”  The answer is that you have done nothing.  THE REAL QUESTION IS: “WHAT WILL YOU DO ABOUT IT?”  If he put more effort into putting you down than being there for his child, there is something seriously wrong.  Depending on your situation, you’re forced to make some of the biggest decisions.  Your choices are not as easy as they would have been if there weren’t a child involved.  You question his motives.  “Are you in our world to be a father or make my life miserable?”

                As much I would like to think I am, it dawned on me that I am not alone.  This is the life that some of us live.  We have to deal with immature men who call themselves a father.  There is more to the title than just a name.  Some people are truly crazy, I just happen to have one as a baby dad.  It’s crazy because he seems to think I’m the one that’s crazy.  Silly little rabbit….

Even if you weren’t a victim of abuse, there is still some negativity that comes with the territory.  You got to deal with this man for the rest of your life.  You’re going to have disagreements.  That is normal.  He’s going to want to know who you living with.  You ask: “WHAT DOES THAT HAVE TO DO WITH YOU?” True enough, he may have the right to know.  It depends on his reason for wanting to know.  But if he is not doing his part, it is none his business.  As long as you’re doing right by your child, it is ok to pick and choose what he needs to know.  You ask simple things: “CAN YOU WATCH YOUR SON OR DAUGHTER WHILE I GO TO WORK?”  His response would be that he has something to do.  You know better.  He might see his child once a month.  He actually thinks that he is doing something.  He might give him $5 to put in his pocket.  Is he serious?  To me, if you doing very little then you ain’t doing nothing at all.  What good is he to you or your child?  But you put up with all the bull because there is a bigger picture than you.(An innocent child)  There is so much that come with the territory.  I could go on for days.  Every situation is different!!!!

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Intro into my world and into my new eBook

I’ve been through it all only to do it all over again.  I suppose I should do more with the anger that is held within in.  For what has been done years ago, still hunts me.  I’m just trying to do the right thing with what is left of me.  How much can a woman take?  I feel as though I am being pushed to the limit.  I want give you the satisfaction.  Karma has played its part, but it seems as though it is not enough.  What more do you want from me?  You’ve taken parts of me, but not all of me.  How can I become whole again?  Perhaps this is a start.  CHECK OUT MY NEW EBOOK ON AMAZON.COM… THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING OF WHAT’S TO COME.  Sometimes you just have to take matters into your own hands.  Enter into my world.  The ultimate revenge.  What you wish you had the guts to do is bottled up into more than just one series.  It is highly recommended that you not use these technics for revenge. “RAVAGED BY KARMA”